gosh im bushed. thanks to project work. initially wanted to start on some math homework but... im so tired now. :'(
got a D for chinese, which is a pass. yay! but i want a C. C for chinese ma. languages has always been my forte, so I expect better of myself. either that, or im extremely lucky.
i have snot and mucus choking my nasal cavities every now and then. it's starting to be of a frustration rather than a ailment. like, your nose starts to have those tiny skin peels, then unsightly snot can be seen in your nostrils, then if you ran out of tissue ammo then you're gg-fied.
so i've been invited to contribute for this teachers' day dance by jeraldyn, eugenia, and all those good men and women who did the Twist dance during sec 3's teachers' day concert. whoa. back then we were so carefree. there's no Boltzmann distribution curve. there's no accelerator process or Fiscal policy. there's no circular motion. THERE'S NO FOOKING PLANES AND GRAPHING TECHNIQUES. but i think i really don't have time to do the dance, with the rehearsals and all. a man in JC is a man with a shortened lifespan.
Certain things in life require critical decisions at a desperate point of time. Certain imbeciles in life require critical slaps at multiple points of time. GOSH MAKE YOUR QUESTIONS MORE RATIONAL, PLEASE.
no use brooding over the two sides of everything. it is rather pointless to be pessimistic when greater things await to be done, right. I mean, why bury yourself in the uncertainties and those feelings of negativity when you can indulge on the warmth and joy of the bright side? not saying that you should be oblivious to the cons, but so long as you are aware of both sides, then... just do it.
and if JC taught me something, it would be that there is nothing known as "I can't help it." I better jolly well stop procrastinating just because i cant help it, or just tossing aside homework because i just feel that way. took me 3 Us and a D to learn this. what a costly lesson. HA, kidding. grades never do hurt me.
but they never mattered to me as much as now.
ah yes, wrong phrasing of sentences. hate it. happens everywhere, pw, econs, gp, daily life, texts, yeah. okay maybe i should stop lamenting all these personal flaws. :(